Cainen M. Baker

Especially hard today.....on your 6th "angelversary" of passing.  The first year that Sunday falls on the 9th.  I still relive that shocking morning over and over. I want to be home so badly , so that I can come and visit with you, but traveling at this time never seems to work out for me.  I will be back though, the 2nd week of September this year. Then we'll get to spend time together at your place of rest.  Just know Cainen how much I am trying to get back to that area to be closer to you and your children.  They are so like you in so many ways......the good ways.  Cainen II is growning up so tall. He has your features and sense of humor. Very "quick witted..lol.   And Kenzie is the "thinker & observer"  and so filled with sweetness.  She has such a such a good heart.  You would be so very proud of both of them.  I love you son ...and miss you every single day. You are always with me.    So much love.......so much love

Gone 5 years now ...still so hard to believe/accept. 5yrs of missing your face...hearing you laugh...seeing you with your kids, and so many other memories.  It should be easier by now I suppose.  That's what some people say at least.  But not for me...not for your brother. We push on with our lives but we always remember,  and we always know that a piece of us left with you....a part of our soul we can't ever get back.  So do us a favor, Cainen and hold onto it tight until we can all be a family again.

You are forever loved......forever missed in our lives. 

4 years.   Still seems so unreal.   I think back to that morning when Beau called and I still feel the hurt--the emotions.   I had a cart full of groceries.   I just left them sitting in the store and somehow made out to my truck...driving back home...hoping and praying that there was some mistake.   It couldn't be true.   I get home and call your mother immediately and when she answers I just asked her to please tell me there had been a mistake and it wasn't true.   We cried together and tried to console each other as best we could.   It was just one of those moments that can never be forgotten.   We both love(d) you so much!
You'll always be in our hearts...never forgotten.   Love and miss you, Cainen!

Dad

4 years today Cainen.   I've often wondered how things would be different now.  How many more times you would have made me laugh.....how much more time would have been spent with your children watching them grow and just loving them.  You mean so much to so many.  Learning how to live without you has been so very difficult.  Alot of days I don't want to. 

But the sun keeps rising and setting and somehow, we figure out how to go on.  But not one day goes by that I don't think of you.... talk to you.....  say your name... and most of all LOVE you.

THAT I can promise will never change!

Until we meet again.....................All my love always
MOM

It's hard to fathom that you have been missed for 3 whole years today.  So much time.  Your children are growing up and you aren't here to participate in that.   To watch them grow, share their experiences ...laugh and cry with them.   God how we all miss you Cainen.   I remember seeing you with them an how important they were to you.  I hope you see that they are happy......but always missing you......loving you, as we all do
How I wish you were still here..........life would be so very different, especially where your kids are concerned. And I know you just wouldn't tolerate the things that have come to pass.

You are forever in my heart and on my mind daily.........that will never change.  As with your brother who has struggled so much since you left.........gone through things only you could ever understand.

We will all forever love you and miss you in our lives.   Be at peace baby.  No one deserves it more.

Cain, didnt know you but ten years and in that ten years, you had brought laughter to so many. Miss your crazy ways, miss going back to Illinois and you not being there, Will never be the same. Miss you and someday we will meet again and thats when the party starts. With Love, Hobbit

My deepest condolences.  May these few words from the Holy Scriptures bring you comfort in your time of distress...John 11:32-45